I wanted to start with this look.

I wouldn’t say much has changed since then, but something did change after this look in my head, I believe. For years I have been thinking of fashion, the looks, the runways, the models, the designers, the set design, the teams, the lights and what it means to me. So much thinking of meaning.

I started my channel not out of curiosity, it was desperation. I couldn’t share any of these topics with anyone. It doesn’t take much time to make you think like you’re wasting you’re time, when everyone around you is going the right path and you just don’t feel like you’re on the right track yet. Why the hell do you spend so much time on Vogue Runway? I thought starting my channel changed everything for me and my expression, but It did not. I will explain another time, but this was the first time ever I felt like myself in a look. This might sound superficial, obviously i’ve felt comfortable before. But this time it felt like I was really only me and nobody else. Thank you Miuccia for my skirt and Galliano for the encouragement on hats and you, who is reading this.

I love you.